It was only one month to go before the release of the results.I may have taken the examination a month ago,but the feelings of insecurity and anxiety had not diminished with time.After the examination,i had initially felt relieved that it was all over and even told myself that i had done my best.
But that excitement soon disappeared as i began to reflect on my performance during the examination.I began to berate myself for not having started the revision earlier as I thought about all the mistakes that I had made in the examination.In my mind, I kept replaying the examination and seeing the mistakes that I had done.All this time, I was tormented by such despair and regret.
Of course, there was also times when I was more positive and felt that i had actually done well.I would think of all the right answers that I had given,especially those that were harder than others.
On the day when the results were to be released, I made my way to school with anxiety.I felt nervous and emotional because my mind is full of sadness and hopelessness. My hands were shaking and I can feel the perspiration dripping from my forehead.
Finally, I made it to school without any mishap.My friends were all in the raflesia room,waiting anxiously for their turn to receive their result slips.I stood in the queue and saw my friends either screaming with joy when they saw their result,or slinking away in shock and shame when it was not good. I could feel my heart beating faster as the queue shortened to bring me closer to the front.
Just before me was Brandon.When he saw his result slip, he was so excited because he got 5As for pt3 examination.I began to feel my heart sinking. I trembled with fear as the teacher handed me my result slip.I took the slip . I felt sad because I got 4As for pt3. From that beginning, I had change my mind.I will be more handworking and diligent in the upcoming year.
